Alright , alright !! enough of the emo posts... ATTENTION !! this is a NON-emo post .

Ok , so there's alot of difference between Australia and Malaysia . A WHOLE lot , from the water to the air to the lingo . For one , water here tastes "hard" .It tastes like really dilute sea water .Like the one in Perhentian island .You might say "atleast it reminds you of home !" =.= if it'll remind me of home I dont think I would like it .( no worries i still love perhentian ! )
Anyways , Australia also has a scent , it does ! or maybe its just me and cold countries .... but Turkey smells different ( oh its turkey as in Turkey ! not turkey... as in yummy :D *this prooves i'm too babi for my own good) Ok enough of that , Australia smells .... clean and like freshly cut grass ! It smells good .
The lingo is the hardest thing to get used to . Really .For example ..... in Malaysia we call it handphone ,here ...... its "mobile" .Yep , like mobile car .....When u think the iphone is already a huge thing !now your mobile gets to be a car too ;D) And when u wanna call someone in Malaysia , well you'll say "I'll call you" .Here , they say "i'll give you a ring !" .In Malaysia someone waits for years ... to give you a "ring" .Its true ! You can ask Des and Choo ;D It was 14 years till they got their "rings" .Nope nope , HERE they want to give you a "ring" everyday !!! ok ...ok ... lame alert . Sorry .I'm inspired !
Hmmmm.......... what else ... ok something distracted me and I'm not inspired anymore .shucks ...alright nonsense stops here .hehe . I really hope everyone is doing alright :) Truly missed down under , not a day has passed that I have not shed a tear .See y'all soon ! (hopefully) Take care .

The best people to grow up with .

Another smack in the pancreas ....

Isaiah 43:1-2 , 4

Israel , the Lord who created you says ,"Do not be afraid -I will save you . I have called you by name- you are mine .When you pass through deep waters ,I will be with you ;your troubles will not overwhelm you .When you pass through fire ,you will not be burned ; the hard trials that come will not hurt you ..........I will give up whole nations to save your life , because you are precious to me and because I love you and give you honor .

Sometime God reli really knows what to say at the right time .What a smack in the pancreas .... Thanks for the verse Chyl :)

Do you know that feeling ??? When u think everything is just gonna turn out nice and dandy and everyone is frolicking on a bed of roses and daisies , and in an instant u get a huge smack in the pancreas and u realise how terribly wrong u were about everything .........? I do ..

Yesterday , I left my home of 14 years to go to ...well jupiter ! To say the scene at the airport was sad would be the understatement of the year , it was down right depressing and heart breaking .Buckets of tears were shed ,even to the point where tissues were spilling out of my pockets ..It was hard and painful to stare at my closest friends in the eye .The people I have shared every speck of my life with and vice versa, now I take all of those years of friendship and just leave ? They have done everything with me and for me and now i just turn my back to them and leave . It was certainly the hardest day of my life .I have never felt so strongly bout going home .

I have never cried so much in my life ,the letters that were given just adds to the emo .Due to the excessive crying ,I got a major headache .whoo..pee ...Haha .Well ,you can imagine my face on the flight and my whole physical appearance really. Putting it plainly ......I looked like the mother of all zombies ......(with slits for eyes)

And now here I am ,in my new house that I have yet to call home, in my new room that I have yet to call my safe haven , overwhelmed by the immensity of what had just struck me .Theres a long journey ahead of me ,its time i start walking eh ?

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Mom : So which room do u want ?

Jane : I take this one la *pointing at the room closest to the backdoor*

Mom :Ok ,ya I thought that would be better too since its nearer to the toilet and the bathroom*points at 2 totally different locations while talkin *

Jane : THERE"S A DIFFERENCE ?!?!?!!?! 0.0 !

Mom :Ya !

Jane : *Stares blankly at mom*

my toilet and bathroom are separate rooms which are miles from each other ...rejoice .......=.=

Can't believe its over,

The year that was,

But the good things never last,

The days are simply past.