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Currently -snuggled up in front of the TV watching The Prince and Me (coz we all love fairytales)

'THE' day is over and it has certainly been sweet indeed. Apart from losing all my sticker photos and phoerah and MYkad because people are mean and break into your cars and take all your valuables, all is fine and I love you guys more than ever for helping out and for huggles. It is true when Jesus said,

¹⁹"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. ²⁰But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal  

Matt 6:19-20

I'm not hurt and this has not affected my well being only traumatised, but it has certainly taught me a lesson. One to be learnt from but lets not talk any further into that. 

BIRTHDAYS are awesome ,though John John does not share the same sentiments ...I be rebelious and like brithdays !muhaha... lameface.

Birthday spent

-with a surprise ruined again lol

- dozens of fb and phone msgs

 and pic msg from here and abroad :) <3

-having a 'full house' forum with my extended family whom I <3>

- laughing at Jason, I mean Jon and their angelic voices

- getting my car broken into

- huggled and huggling

- Milo-ing Malaysian style with the australian cappucino 

-with Jason farts

- Yum Chas at Kam fook

- 12% and 90% love

- YD 

- formal dates and lots and lots of unnecessary screaming

- STYLE-ish presents :) <3

- lots of DVDs and CDs and books 

- spending time with the most

 awesomtastic people 

-loved and loving

and now the movie is over and maybe fairytales might come true after all ..... ;)

arabic poto khootan ?

photos by Fibi

I stand in awe of you

You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depths of Your love
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty, enthroned above

And I stand, I stand in awe of You
I stand, I stand in awe of You
Holy God to whom all praise is due
I stand in awe of You

You are beautiful beyond description
Too marvelous for words
Too wonderful for comprehension
Like nothing ever seen or heard
Who can grasp Your infinite wisdom
Who can fathom the depths of Your love
You are beautiful beyond description
Majesty, enthroned above

So, I just had to share this song with you guys .Its a beautiful song, one that I've loved since I was a child and I am being completely serious. I think I was 7 or 6 when I was first touched by this song and it was the first and probably the last song that I requested for all of my life. It was so beautiful and perfect in just describing what and who I thought this big guy in the sky was.

I was reminded of it on the last night of the Manifest conference when the song 'There is none like you' was going on. I was just sitting there quietly thinking of this song and humming it, just as I did, the familiar tune of it began to play in the background. It was the next song they played! I cannot begin to explain how mortified I was when I heard it. I could not sing ,or cry, or even stand, all I could do was just sit and be amazed. Gosh, it was incredible. lol, stair would say I got 'owned' and I'm pretty sure I did, big time. I literally fell in love with God again and in the simplest way was reminded of what the big fuss about this big guy in the sky was all about in the first place.

God, I truly, truly stand in awe of you

Your purpose, my goal

Feat; 

Phoebe Khoo - Piano

Jonathan Wong, Ida Lee, Jason Ong - Vocals

AListair Chong - Bass

Ian Chan, Jane Lee - Guitar

Lemuel Khoo - Drums

Your purpose, my goal.wma

Thinking about

So, I thought I should share about something more substantial than my love for cute asian guys. Infatuation, I swear...

Was just thinking about the four months that has gone by this year all too fast. What have I accomplished either than losing more and more of my close friends slowly, not by my own doings but of pure circumstances but still, lost hurts most of the time.

And sometimes I do not only lose my close friends but my closest friend. God seemed extremely distant this year, like I was lost or just left in the dust by the others around me. but hey everyone comes with flaws and He says if you continue to seek Him, you will find Him. 

Lol, this sounds like a long and possibly. loves it. sighface. Anyways, I'm sickies so I think that half explains why I am emo-tion. I'm sick so often... Immune system fail. 

For some reason I thought ..hmmm maybe God makes people sick so that they can experience what others hurt feels like. Cause I am an ignorant child. If its not happening to me, who cares right ? Ok, I'm not that mean but the truth of the matter is that we are human, and more often than not we think about ourselves constantly and sickies make us think twice about others who are suffering too. God is so smart... but still I wanna be not sickies T.T

Thinking about friends.... I laugh . Where would I be without you guys? You people are scattered all over the place/world, near and far but that leaves no boundaries for you and I and your impact you have made to this emo child once upon a time. The memories shared, the stories told, hurt and healing, love and hope :) 

And for these 15 years you guys have built every piece of me to become what I am today, all the good and the bad..... So here's to you, and to infinity and beyond  :)

emo much ? pointless much?

While you're asleep

I know you miss mummy very much. So, I thought I should tell you that I love you heaps :) Because you sacrifice so much for mummy, john and I and trust and believe in me and even though you snore and wear silly hats and be random you still do it with finesse :D Love love love love. You fil all my awesome-daddy-criteria :D

night night

Infatuation

Shinjuku Incident is such a cool show. Personally, I never really knew why girls fall in love with korean/jap guys that look like girls... but after watching Shinjuku Incident them girly men are not so girly anymore. Also, triads, yakuza, mafias I find really really interesting like how I also find prison documentaries really interesting .I dunno why... I have a fetish for crime ?Nahh.... I'm nice and legal :D So, where was I headed with this again... ummm..yes...

hello Daniel Wu -Chinese

hello Kato Masaya -Jap

TGInF

Thank God its NEARLY Friday. Finally, the end of term. I like a ten week term. Its like exactly the right amount of weeks before a student collapses and dies from exhaustion. So drained... cannot wait... holidays come... so, to celebrate the holidays here's what I have in store !

-IMPACT (guit-ing pray for me tht i don't fail again T.T)
-meeting Yidi *hehehehhehe*
-Capt ball Tourney with the OCF-ers
-Pheorah accompanying me for some action shots
-Rahface non-sleepover
-Churchies

(I shall be free as a bee)

-and then Easter camp!

and hopefully lots of sleep in between :)