Mochi Khoo-Lee (for now)

The Khoo's have my dog. Well at least it'll be entertained.

Janey says:
is doggie peeing everywhere
i wanna see my doggie
u
how there u kidnap
oops
*dare
Lemuel says:
hahaha
nah
does he pee loads? oh no
what do i do to entertain him
i like
dont know what to do
Janey says:
hahaha.
u have to dance
and then juggle
srsly
Lemuel says:
ohhh
Janey says:
didnt my dad tell u tht
Lemuel says:
nah i was sleeping
okay imma do it now
thanks
Janey says:
then u have to do both at the same time
Lemuel says:
thats kinda difficult
illt ry my best

Nationals

From bottom left; Melissa, Me, Georgie J, Lizzy, Mikaela, Georgie H, Claire, Caitlin

After living, breathing and dreaming volleyball, I'm finally home, tired but completely satisfied from this week. 4 loses and 4 wins in a national level is pretty good by our standard and we've had nothing but fun, 10 packets of instant noodles,Mr Tim guy at the reception, constipation from all the junk we've eaten, underwear, sexy bruises/battle scars, Zombieland and a whole lot of gossip girl. Its been one great week and I wouldn't have spent it any other way. Now, to Malaysia !!

Served some

Hello, from the lobby of the cosmopolitan hotel in St Kilda ! Just a quick update on the games so far. We won the first game and lost the second :(

(The following is only for memory purposes) Yes, I did win 20 points from my serves in the second set. Yes, I am very happy. Yes, those points were probably a streak of luckiness. who cares :P

Thats it for now :) You can expect a bunch of bored looking girls around st kilda for the next couple of days if you plan to be down there to stalk me. DO IT. puhleaaaseee ? :(

Till then, toodless

I can't get it off my mind.

Can you tell me how we got in this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind
All these ups and downs
They trip up our good intentions
Nobody said this was an easy ride

After all, we're only human
Always fighting what we're feeling
Hurt instead of healing
After all we're only human
Is there any other reason
Why we stay instead of leaving
After all

Can we get back to the point in this conversation
Where we saw things through each other's eyes
Cause now all I see is ruin and devastation
We all need some place we can hide inside

After all, we're only human
Always fighting what we're feeling
Hurt instead of healing
After all we're only human
Is there any other reason
Why we stay instead of leaving

I'm smart enough to know that life goes by
And it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind
If you feel I'm letting go, just give me time
I'll come running to your side
Can you tell me how we got into this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind

Nationals !

Volleyball Schools Cup timetable is out and here it is for the first two days ! Stalk me :D

Monday

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Mon 17:00 (Albert Park Aquatic Centre Ct8)

(Duty)

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Mon 19:00 (Albert Park Ct8)

vs Penrhos

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Mon 21:00 (Albert Park Ct8)

vs Westminster

Tuesday

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Tue 16:00 (State Volleyball Centre Ct11)

vs Fairhills

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Tue 17:00 (State Volleyball Centre Ct11)

(Duty)

Ballarat G Open Girls Division 2

Tue 19:00 (State Volleyball Centre Ct11)

vs Merici 1

Hydroxide Nitrate Bromine-Oxide

Apparently I don't update frequently enough. Its not that I have nothing to update. I honestly can't be bothered reliving these days events. I guess if you know me well enough you should already know what's been happening in my life and these things that have been happening I would honestly rather forget. What a weekend it has been though. Exams have come and gone and the long anticipated weekend too. So, here's my weekend in numbers

3 days

72 hours

2 cities

3 different locations

3 sleepovers

1 great family

18 hours of sleep

72 hours of fun

1 bed made for 2

1 nerd fest

1 cup of milk

5 carols

1 turkey

1 ham

3 lost ping-pong balls

1 everlasting message

1 D&m

2 friends

1 issue

1 hug

0 solution

Iodine Americium Strontium-Yiridium

What do you say ?

I'm obsessed with this show. Glee soundtrack on nonstop and on full volume when the house is empty. "Just a small town girl ....Just a city boy....", fat coaches, asian and other asian, "bust out the windows of your car" and very 'yummy' cupcakes and all. I LOVE IT. Go watch !!

In other news, I am about to sit for exams this week and I'm not all too stressed out about it. Two days, 48 hours to get what I need down and ready to go. I must admit the one subject I'm worried about is English. I hate it with a passion. I think the years of not reading books has finally caught up. My essays aren't as fluent or as exciting as others and my vocabulary is limited. Time to get on some reading eh. Thank God for English as a Second Language. I'm not cheating !! Its just me being asian and being kiasu about my ENTER. Grab at any opportunity to help you excel, no ? Maybe that's just me but I see no reason why I shouldn't so whatev bev..

So, this is me bring super asian and planning out my "ideal" future that I believe is in God's will (hopefully)

Year 11 Subjects

ESL 1&2

Methods 1&2

Further 3&4

Biology 3&4

Indonesian 1&2

Chemistry 1&2

Year 12 Subjects

ESL 3&4

Methods 3&4

Indonesian 3&4

Chemistry 3&4

Art (Printmaking or photography) 3&4

Uni

Medicine (Post or Under I'm not too fussy)

And thats it, I'm always fearful of putting my dreams on black and white for all to see in case of supposed failure but maybe this way you can all pray for me and pursue these dreams with me. I thoroughly believe in this and I think this whole year has been a preparation for me to bring me to this point. I've never been so determined about something like this ever, everything seems so clear now, I don't want to have it all fall out of place and ending on my face. By God's grace, if all goes well in this exam then I might a higher possibility of doing two 3&4s and everything will fall out perfectly. I'm not saying there won't be trials, I'm just saying I know who I believe in and I know who holds my life in His hands and is always, always 'black and white' :)

So pray for me, and believe in me, and believe for me. Thanks :)

Kaew Sang-sumkoolchai

I try to say goodbye and I choke

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

The rest of this song has hardly anything to do with what I want to say, but you get my drift. So goodbye Kaew and the ridiculous bum times we've had :) I will miss your

amazing ability to study (actually I won't miss this)

Bobby fights

Presto ugly tie jokes

Push-you-off-the-bed-that-smells-like-you fights

and good 'hells yeeah cool bean' times

Be good and come back here when you're done exploring the world. Loves youu :)

Mahalo !

Me and Rose

I love you

A wise man once said "Maybe because it has more meaning. I want it to have meaning. Thats why I think I might go with one second more typing. ILYs on a phone is good, but that's still only one less letter than love."

ILY. Maybe its true. Maybe we have completely disregarded and underrated LOVE for what it truly meant. Maybe we've lost the sanctity and the beauty in words. Maybe we've lost meaning things and the meaning of things. Everything is about the now. Give me my minute back. Don't waste my time. MY TIME. MY WORDS. MY LIFE. MY RIGHT. MY LOVE.

I used to be one who picked my words right. I never said I loved anyone. Not to anyone except maybe my dog. Words meant the world to me. They were precious. It only came once. One breath. One line. I took it as gospel

But now, love all around .Love for everyone. Love for you. Love for me. Love for that man by the traffic light. Love for that fire hydrant. Love for rain. Love for everything. Is this wrong ? Well, I don't think so. There always room for more love in this loveless world.

But I guess the more we have something the less significance it has on you. What if I have and give so much 'love' that it has completely lost meaning for me. What if I could tell you I love you right now and not one word of it was true. What if love.

I think we should fall back into love. I think the person that I truly loved will be worth that one more second that one more breath. After all thats all I have.

Cold day in the sun

I love spring. Absolutely the most fabulously amazing stupendously supercalifragilisticexpialidocious season of the year and oh yes thats the right spelling. Spring, glorious spring, when the flowers are just starting to bloom in all its glory, when the sun is so refreshingly hawt, when I am free to be in shorts and a tee again, when everyone seems to be that much happier just cause and when you can lay down in the middle-bit-of-the-street-that-has-grass-on-it-that-is-right-on-your-doorstep-near-enough-to-get-some-ice cream-and-far-enough-to-have-some-privacy and absolutely perfect for a beautiful spring day out with my lovelies. And therefore, I love spring. Now, Is my happiness sickening you ? Deal with it.

Spring, when smiling is mandatory

Spring, when food is necessary (especially in large quantities)

Spring, no socks allowed

Spring, rah is still lovely

Spring, when you're too lazy to play games

except if its in a pink iphone

Yeah, thats right WE LOVE SPRING.

Photos courtesy of The Wong

You should know

The other day I watched Wall-e a completely random movie that I've unfortunately never seen before in a semi-crowded restaurant whilst trying to refrain from eating food. Funny thing is that I couldn't hear what any of the characters were saying in it but yet I was captivated by the whole story line also not forgetting the fact that I started watching it halfway through the movie. So, I would just like to say that thats some 'mad skillzz yeh dawg' to keep someone entertained and interested in 'mute' and in a considerably distracting environment with.. food. And therefore watch Wall-e people and I might watch it with you too if you're nice :)

I would also like to say that I'm very proud of my mixpod playlist. If you did not already

realize, I do pick these songs according to my mood and the situation I am in my life.. They are pretty much doing the talking for me as I am one of few words and few ..thoughts..and besides there are some pretty good songs in there. Enjoy :)

I took this shot from a pile of branches and leaves that were meant to decompose

beauty in the insignificant

This is how

A father teaches his daughter how to cycle

His firm hands pushes her bicycle

The little girl learns and gets a bigger bicycle

4 wheels...

3 wheels...

2 wheels

Now, the girl is strong enough to push another's bicycle

The cycle repeats

The father and daughters get tired

and then he brings them home

Grow in me Father, as I grow in you.

Teach me, Hold me, Then bring me home.

lrhnlerrtn cm

So... I need something new, I need a fresh touch from You, I need to learn to breathe again....won't you let me breathe again...

also need some phoerah...

Now I know that everything I write here is going to be analysed and read through twice or three times. Some will read between the lines, some will just take it literally and maybe thats my fault too. I just need a minute or two.. with You with you. So, maybe this time just let me write and let me relieve my thoughts this time no strings attached, no questions asked..this is what I think.

I...

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and theres nothing you can do about it. I'm just learning to breathe again.

Past words

Both of my best friends know all my passwords and I don't know theirs but I don't care anyways..

no trust ? or am I too faithful. too loyal..

iunno but I know I love yous enough to know anyway :)

everything makes sense when you're near

everything comes back to clear

another week that will disappear

another 5 days without you here or hear

but who cares

when I know you'll always be there

Keep your little wonders

our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain.

and the following is a series of incoherent sentences that are in my head.

there's something about waking up in your room to the stench of your smell and the pillow shaped to the size of your head with the smell of food constantly in the air and the clanging of pots and pans. welcome to the lees

making a friend is hard work, keeping one is even harder but in the end all that extra 'heart' work is worth it all :)

when I am 80 I want to be as cool as my grandma cooking up a storm for my grandkids on the weekends and still chilling with my homies from the hood with my rad walking stick and my bottle of medication

my lappie is pretty clean considering the endless amount of time I spend on it .

take me to Degraves for a cup of ho cho and a bowl of chicken and leek soup on a rainy day and I will love you.

tomorrow we would be 9 months in 2009 and more than 2,700,000 people would have died this year and more than 100,000 people will die tomorrow. so, what you gonna do about it

apparently lucy and nat got an iphone

if I lived on sunshine coast I would be surfing like no other and enjoying the beach every single day with my lil study books as I venture off to start my own practice by the bay ;) sound like a plan, no ?

Yip Jo Yi is retarded and loves me and is a 'very decisive' girl with 4 years of 'experience'

I need a book with pages that can light up like a computer screen because the matter of the fact is is that it takes me 3 months to barely finish reading a book even though I spend 3/4 of my time READING things on the internet.. my life's struggle.

today I woke up realizing that the placement of my new John Mayer poster is right in the line of sight of when I first open my eyes in the morning

and theres just one last thing that I have to say

these small hours, these little wonders, time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain :)

but my woggies cuter

I pick woggies in monopoly

I think woggies are cute ^^ v

On a separate note, its been getting much hotter in the Melbo and the jumper I'm wearing is just making me hot.. oh yes.. hawt... and my *sexy legs*. Speaking of hot its gonna get much hotter for me for the next couple of days as the Lees make their way down to the GC ! Yeh dawg... Gold Coast here we come. So, expect an absence from the Janey on msn before I come back again to grace the internet world on Tuesday :) YES you shall all miss meee.. YES YOU SHALL... or not :(

Also, ily more than imy and nekkid jupiters :)

She is sixteen going on seventeen

[Rolf:]You wait, little girl, on an empty stage

For fate to turn the light on

Your life, little girl, is an empty page

That men will want to write on

[Liesl:]To write on

[Rolf:]You are sixteen going on seventeen

Baby, it's time to think

Better beware, be canny and careful

Baby, you're on the brink

You are sixteen going on seventeen

Fellows will fall in line

Eager young lads and rogues and cads

Will offer you food and wine

Totally unprepared are you

To face a world of men

Timid and shy and scared are you

Of things beyond your ken

You need someone older an wiser

Telling you what to do

I am seventeen going on eighteen

I'll take care of you

[Liesl:]I am sixteen going on seventeen

I know that I'm naive

Fellows I meet may tell me

I'm sweet

And willingly I believe

I am sixteen going on seventeen

Innocent as a rose

Bachelor dandies, drinkers of brandies

What do I know of those

Totally unprepared am I

To face a world of men

Timid and shy and scared am I

Of things beyond my ken

I need someone older and wiser

Telling me what to do

You are seventeen going on eighteen

I'll depend on you

The Liesl parts I'll just let you bold yourself ;)

Dear girl, you are finally sixteen and I am not there to sing it to you !

Happy birthday anyways Liesl Von Tan :)

Its just another year and just anpther day but I know it will be a good one indeed .

You are in for so much in your life and I hope you know how privilledged and special you are and I hope you will always know that... *cue music*

That, I'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.

I'll be there for you, like I've been there before.

I'll be there for you, cause you're there for me too.

I can't wait to go back home again :)

lovessssss...

Takeru Kobayashi

And thats why he is my hero.

Tonight

I would just like to say:

-that I'm alive

-that I'm tired

-that my back hurts

-that the moon is at its fullest today

-that I am looking forward to pwning my next test

-that I am bored

-that I should sleep but I still wanna talk to you

-that I wish I was in Jupiter with you

-that tomorrow is a Friday and I wish you all a great weekend :)

He feeds, He knows and I believe

John 6

1Some time after this, Jesus crossed to the far shore of the Sea of Galilee (that is, the Sea of Tiberias), ²and a great crowd of people followed him because they saw the miraculous signs he had performed on the sick. ³Then Jesus went up on a mountainside and sat down with his disciples. ⁴The Jewish Passover Feast was near.

⁵When Jesus looked up and saw a great crowd coming toward him, he said to Philip, "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?" ⁶He asked this only to test him, for he already had in mind what he was going to do.

⁷Philip answered him, "Eight months' wages^{a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]} would not buy enough bread for each one to have a bite!"

⁸Another of his disciples, Andrew, Simon Peter's brother, spoke up, ⁹"Here is a boy with five small barley loaves and two small fish, but how far will they go among so many?"

¹⁰Jesus said, "Have the people sit down." There was plenty of grass in that place, and the men sat down, about five thousand of them. ¹¹Jesus then took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed to those who were seated as much as they wanted. He did the same with the fish.

¹²When they had all had enough to eat, he said to his disciples, "Gather the pieces that are left over. Let nothing be wasted." ¹³So they gathered them and filled twelve baskets with the pieces of the five barley loaves left over by those who had eaten.

¹⁴After the people saw the miraculous sign that Jesus did, they began to say, "Surely this is the Prophet who is to come into the world." ¹⁵Jesus, knowing that they intended to come and make him king by force, withdrew again to a mountain by himself

John 6:26

²⁵When they found him on the other side of the lake, they asked him, "Rabbi, when did you get here?"

²⁶Jesus answered, "I tell you the truth, you are looking for me, not because you saw miraculous signs but because you ate the loaves and had your fill. ²⁷Do not work for food that spoils, but for food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you. On him God the Father has placed his seal of approval."

²⁸Then they asked him, "What must we do to do the works God requires?"

²⁹Jesus answered, "The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent."

The 40 hr famine started last night and I guess part of this whole experience for me was to at first just get it over and done with. There wasn't a very spiritual aspect to this for me until I decided to have a peek at what the daily verse was on bible gateway was. Much to my surprise and pure Godness (if thats even a word), it was a line in John 6:29 " The work of God is this, to believe in the one he has sent" I guess it got me thinking about what this whole idea of the 40 hr famine and the principle of it all meant and should mean. For me, I think this famine should be a physical form of surrender to His work and what His plans are for the people that are suffering from poverty and starvation. These people are still God's people and lets face it, we are only that little boy with 5 loaves and 2 fishes. We have nothing much to offer but maybe this little token of love and money to show to those that are suffering that there are people who care, there is a God who cares and maybe there is hope. This poverty stricken world might only be a test for us as the five thousand was a test for the disciples back then, a test for us to carry out His love in a practical way and to trust in Him for He already has in mind what He is going to do. John 6:5-6

So, lets take this serious love seriously and show it practically and if you do want to sponsor me generously and help out people lovingly who are deprived of food and of love just give me a holla :) God bless

Before I forget

Happy Birthday

Mummyyy my loving inspiration

Stairface the gentleman who doesn't

and Tiff Tiff my gorgeous confidant

ily !

and above all, love ?

s2

heee... youuu make me happpyyy :)

Above all, love

I know what you meant

I know you're the beginning

I know you're my end

But this is the thing

You don't know who I am

And the thing is...

you don't even know who I'm talking about

Don't mind the masterpiece

You know those pictures you used to draw when you were a kid when they asked you to 'Melukis suatu pemandangan yang indah.' (Draw a beautiful scenery) for Art ? See, this was what I always drew the only difference was that I changed from a patch of grasslands to a beach every now and then. You know.. to shake things up ;) The thing is that I've actually never seen such a view. Where in Malaysia would you see bald hills and vast spaces of land with fluffly clouds and with the beautiful setting sun. Not in Malaysia ofcourse, but definitely in the outbacks of Australia.... oh yes the outback where sheeps are a plentiful and horse carriages often join the modern car on the narrow road. I saw an almost perfect copy of this very image just the other day and this post came to mind. It was a pretty spectacular view and just the type of view you might want to see at the end of the day :)

Have a great week loves :)

In other news, I need a dose of calibri purples :(

Good Morning, how can I help you ?

So, I was going to upload some piccies to bring some life to this half dead blog but i REALLY can't be bothered to do any of it. I shall post up a link instead :D (Y)

CLICK HERE

On another note, I've started a weeks worth of work experience at the receptionist desk in my moms clinic :) Its been great since, I have strange adversions to games like Diner Dash and Sushi Train... booking appointment = meal order, appointment = reservations, meals = patients, customers = doctors and etc... Seriously, how is that not fun !

Personally, I think its safe to say that I have had alot of experience in 'the clinic life' and I feel very much at home in a clinic but let me say that Mbro is quite out of the norm. The patients are quirkier (and not in a starshollow way), the patient to doctor ratio is positively skewed favouring the patients ( i think i got that wrong), everything is electronic, so one small slip of the finger might make a patient 81 instead of 18 (i did that today..very embarassing), and there are ALOT of phonecalls and angry patients to cater for (grrrr...). But inspite of that, the drama thrills me ,I love it and I don't mind seconds. :D

wish me luck :)

also ikicwu