Monday, January 12, 2009

After all we're only human

This is Janey again trying to rescuscitate her blog after three failed atempts and now suffering from dyslexia and lack of ability to spell cause she is in the sicky and is tired. Also because of the magical powers of music and how it changes your mood so quickly. Now, mr.shuffle is playing some praise songs .What next. Ok random stops now. Lets hope so....
So, its the new year people .You ready ??? I'm not.
Hmmm..Lets see where this post leads me. Well, I was gonna talk about the year that was but that was the past and it was amazing beyond words so lets not spoil that. Then, lets talk about the future .10 years ?20 years? Meh, lets go 2 weeks .I will be back in 2 weeks and I'm not sure how I really feel about it. On one hand I am really happy to be reunited again with mates but who doesn't absolutely love their hometown. They have been amazing and so kind through out my stay, I feel like I've never left. Ahhh... the comfort of home and all that is familiar :) It is such a warm and fuzzy feeling.
Going back also means school and lots of change and not knowing what to expect. Friends? Studies? Timetable? Electives? Sport? I guess, its normal. Its not very hard to constantly question your future .Whats gonna happen after high school ?What am I going to eat tommorow? Its all part of our human instinct.
We always wonder and then we worry. Alot. Why is it so hard to just leave it be? Leave it be like how we are persistently told in the Word in Matthew 6:25-34. Leave it to The Hand that has provided for you even before you were concieved. I mean He HAS provided for everyone since the beginning of time....

Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?

Besides...He knows what he's doing you know.

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

I think I've talked the walk long enough, time to walk the talk. Anyone care to join me ?

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