Saturday, October 31, 2009

I love you


A wise man once said "Maybe because it has more meaning. I want it to have meaning. Thats why I think I might go with one second more typing. ILYs on a phone is good, but that's still only one less letter than love."

ILY. Maybe its true. Maybe we have completely disregarded and underrated LOVE for what it truly meant. Maybe we've lost the sanctity and the beauty in words. Maybe we've lost meaning things and the meaning of things. Everything is about the now. Give me my minute back. Don't waste my time. MY TIME. MY WORDS. MY LIFE. MY RIGHT. MY LOVE.

I used to be one who picked my words right. I never said I loved anyone. Not to anyone except maybe my dog. Words meant the world to me. They were precious. It only came once. One breath. One line. I took it as gospel

But now, love all around .Love for everyone. Love for you. Love for me. Love for that man by the traffic light. Love for that fire hydrant. Love for rain. Love for everything. Is this wrong ? Well, I don't think so. There always room for more love in this loveless world.

But I guess the more we have something the less significance it has on you. What if I have and give so much 'love' that it has completely lost meaning for me. What if I could tell you I love you right now and not one word of it was true. What if love.

I think we should fall back into love. I think the person that I truly loved will be worth that one more second that one more breath. After all thats all I have.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Cold day in the sun

I love spring. Absolutely the most fabulously amazing stupendously supercalifragilisticexpialidocious season of the year and oh yes thats the right spelling. Spring, glorious spring, when the flowers are just starting to bloom in all its glory, when the sun is so refreshingly hawt, when I am free to be in shorts and a tee again, when everyone seems to be that much happier just cause and when you can lay down in the middle-bit-of-the-street-that-has-grass-on-it-that-is-right-on-your-doorstep-near-enough-to-get-some-ice cream-and-far-enough-to-have-some-privacy and absolutely perfect for a beautiful spring day out with my lovelies. And therefore, I love spring. Now, Is my happiness sickening you ? Deal with it.

Spring, when smiling is mandatory
Spring, when food is necessary (especially in large quantities)
Spring, no socks allowed
Spring, rah is still lovely

Spring, when you're too lazy to play games
except if its in a pink iphone

Yeah, thats right WE LOVE SPRING.


Photos courtesy of The Wong

Monday, October 19, 2009

You should know


The other day I watched Wall-e a completely random movie that I've unfortunately never seen before in a semi-crowded restaurant whilst trying to refrain from eating food. Funny thing is that I couldn't hear what any of the characters were saying in it but yet I was captivated by the whole story line also not forgetting the fact that I started watching it halfway through the movie. So, I would just like to say that thats some 'mad skillzz yeh dawg' to keep someone entertained and interested in 'mute' and in a considerably distracting environment with.. food. And therefore watch Wall-e people and I might watch it with you too if you're nice :)

I would also like to say that I'm very proud of my mixpod playlist. If you did not already
realize, I do pick these songs according to my mood and the situation I am in my life.. They are pretty much doing the talking for me as I am one of few words and few ..thoughts..and besides there are some pretty good songs in there. Enjoy :)

I took this shot from a pile of branches and leaves that were meant to decompose
beauty in the insignificant

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

This is how


A father teaches his daughter how to cycle

His firm hands pushes her bicycle

The little girl learns and gets a bigger bicycle
4 wheels...
3 wheels...
2 wheels

Now, the girl is strong enough to push another's bicycle

The cycle repeats

The father and daughters get tired
and then he brings them home

Grow in me Father, as I grow in you.
Teach me, Hold me, Then bring me home.

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So... I need something new, I need a fresh touch from You, I need to learn to breathe again....won't you let me breathe again...

also need some phoerah...
Now I know that everything I write here is going to be analysed and read through twice or three times. Some will read between the lines, some will just take it literally and maybe thats my fault too. I just need a minute or two.. with You with you. So, maybe this time just let me write and let me relieve my thoughts this time no strings attached, no questions asked..this is what I think.

I...
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and theres nothing you can do about it. I'm just learning to breathe again.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Past words

Both of my best friends know all my passwords and I don't know theirs but I don't care anyways..
no trust ? or am I too faithful. too loyal..
iunno but I know I love yous enough to know anyway :)

everything makes sense when you're near
everything comes back to clear
another week that will disappear
another 5 days without you here or hear
but who cares
when I know you'll always be there