'Coincidence'

Emails
Melbourne museum
School ID cards
Major embarassment
Aimless walks and talks
Threadless Tshirts
Funny looking marine life
Phone calls
Pizza
Crosswords and 9-letter puzzle
Phelps' and Schumacher's Birthday
Funny smirks

BEST.

Priorities

J esus

O thers

Y ou

I'm sry... really. grawr.

Camp booklet, check !

I think we're pretty funny ..

It's late.

There's this thing about late nights that make my mind not wanna sleep although my eyes protest. So, I decided to blog instead cause no one else is online.... I've been thinking about what career I wanted to pursue lately and as many of you would know it would be probably in the field of medicine for now. Why am I sounding so professional ?Ok, so yes doctor doctor. *put the lime in the coconut*

The funny thing is that all my life I could remember always being opposed to pursuing medicine cause my mom is infamous 'Dr Siew' and I surely can't be THAT. Its way to hard..... or is it ? So, despite that secret longing I always had to be as good as her I deferred to other choices instead ;

-Chef =cause I like food..
-Accountant = cause I'm asian...
-Architect = cause i liked THE SIMS
-Business Woman = I used to work in mom's clinic selling various stuff.
-DOCTOR *gasp* = I've been watching House and ER lately...

And oh how those career goals varied.... They were so.. RANDOM. They all had one thing in common though, it needed alot of WORK and here I am warming my bum(equipment). How on earth am I supposed to get from where I am now to THAT.. noejfseknuioaheeu....
So, I watch more House and more ER to persuade myself that yeh if Kumar and Alexis Bledel and a lame drug addict can do it... WHY CAN"T I... PSHHH..
I actually don't know where I'm going with this.. but all I know is that I need You and I've gotta start working.. and I'm secretly hoping that this idea of me being a doctor will never fade away. Dr Lee.

ARE YOU AFRAID NOW ?
gnight.

stolen from sarah who stole from phoebe who prolly stole it from someone else

[1] i’ve come to realize that, my last ex : is.... fill in the blanks. hi mom.why is this the first question T.T (laugh in dream in head)

[2] i’ve come to realize that, when i talk : I instantly change accents according to the person I'm talk to you. Also, my accent gets incredibly confused in the midst of an array of accents...

[3] i’ve come to realize that, i love : you. alot. but you're just too stupid to realize. RAWR.

[4] i’ve come to realize that, my friends : are the best things that has ever happened to me. :)

[5] i’ve come to realize that, i’ve lost : my sense of direction and my ability to wake up at insane hours.

[6] i’ve come to realize that, i hate : being alone and bored and sarahless weekends.

[7] i’ve come to realize that, marriage : is just wayyy too far to be even thinking about. or is it ? 8D

[8] i’ve come to realize that, somewhere, someone : is living without the comfort of friends and a roof over their heads without music, without love, without Jesus and here I am sitting moaning about my 'horrible' life.

[9] i’ve come to realize that, i’ll always : know I'm loved by them people that were there all along.

[10] i’ve come to realize that, the last time i truly cried : the people I loved the most were there to make me feel all better :)

[11] i’ve come to realize that, my cell phone : is called a HANDphone in the janey world.... pshh mobile phone... wtv.

[12] i’ve come to realize that, when i wake up in the morning : I always wished I slept that much earlier the night before but thts made all better by 7am wake up msges :D

[13] i’ve come to realize that, before i go to sleep at night : i think about the things I wished I did that day.

[14] i’ve come to realize that, right now i am thinking about : the resolution.

[15] i’ve come to realize that, i get on MySpace : to stalk people that I can't bring myself to add on FB. shame shame la....

[16] i’ve come to realize that, today : i didn't get enough sarahtime :(

[17] i’ve come to realize that, tonight : I should be doing my work but here I am instead...

[18] i’ve come to realize that, school : was incredible in Malaysia.... and I miss it.

[19] i’ve come to realize that, tomorrow :is another day full of potential and frost and exam results....pofejnikbsefle

[20] i’ve come to realize that, if i had never entered the world : there would be less confusion between the first jane lee and the second in BOL.

[21] i’ve come to realize that, i like : kissy face noises I get when I receive an email

[22] i’ve come to realize that, without my family : I couldnt be the luckiest girl in the world.

[23] i’ve come to realize that, true love : came down and He's mine :)

[24] i’ve come to realize that, too many : saturdays with rah cannot be bad. can it ? :D

[25] i’ve come to realize that, the next few people I want to tag is : reading this righhhttt NOW

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:)

I thought I should tell you readers that I'm really not depressed or emo, I've just been bored :) and wanted to fill some time. So, what better way than to update after stressing out all the other options (facebook, house). Also cause its easier to be emo than to be humorous. So, don't worry all too much. I am free as a bee and fine as a... dime ?? *smooth...*

I wish you all a lovely day tomorrow :)

cause He is good and our problems really aren't very big in the bigger perspective of things.... or 'cosmological' picture as Mr P would say.. *sniff* i miss you Mr Poxon :'(

lets go to the beach.... anyone ?

hello, this is me being emo :D

I've listened to the same song far too many times and I'm still listenening to it....secretly hoping and telling myself that if I listened to it hard and long enough it might come true.

i do believe in fairies.. i do.. i do !
but I guess you're never coming back.

ms

can i really take you seriously or are you just pulling my heart on a string.

cause you haven't lost me...

Mortals

Death suddenly becomes not funny. Time is fleeting. Death is appraoching. What cha gonna do ?

well, after all we're all only human, right ?

and I have 3 exams tommorow....

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gl :) me

I'll wait ...I'll wait

no more today = no more today = good 

therefore.. bring on tommorow..

i cant be bothered with you anymore